i only want you.. ( lost love Poet )

i know i was wrong, i know deserted, i know i did run away.
i know everybody fears, i know everybody bleeds, but i do also.
im not made of stone, even when i try to predent to.
everyday i bow down to feel free, but i do not.
i lost you, and i can't compromised, or apologize.
im born with my own curse, there is mine alone.
so plz don't leave me, i only want you.
i try not to hurt, nor to forget, but in the end what's what happen.
every time it's happen, i cry and feel weak, like a newbie.
i feel the cold breath over my shoulder, where you should be.
every day i just want to feel free, with you.
deep inside i know what i am worth, a life of my own.
it should have been much more worse, and i try to make it right again.
i try to make it right with you, so you one's again can open you're arms for me.
i know i hurt you, deserted you, make you feel alone, but now i see it clear.
i just want to pull you closer to me, then tighter, cause i know you can disappear.
i just can't compromise, but i will apologize, and hope for you're forgiveness.
there nothing i can say to calm you, but i can be there, and stay there, for you.
but we both don't know how it will end this time, so let's fight again, together again.
every day i pain's, every day it's hurt, not to be with you, because you calm my pain.
the pain in my soul, the pain in my mind and in my head, i know it sound's insane.
every day we make it go good, better day for day, but i hope i can stay with you.
my soul is aching for release, so i can stay with you, so you not are alone.
everybody lives, and that's what we should do, with our painfull life.
but one's day we leave's the life, and i hope we can stay together, forever.
so i will beg the best i can, for you're forgiveness, on my knees.
i may got a disease, but i hope you can live with it, like i do.
but i will not again, let you be all alone, in you're own dark, like i did last time.
it could have been much more worse, but i only can hope for you to forgive me.
yea, i know i hurt you, deserted you, but i hope you in you're heart can forgive me.
it's clear what i much do, and i hope you let me do what i have to do.
to let me love you, stay with you, and be there forever, together.

skrevet af Teddy.